Parshas Vayeitzei 5766
Rabbi Label Lam
Left to Chance-Yields Chaos
And Rachel saw that she did not bear a child for Yaakov and Rachel was
jealous of her sister… (Breishis 30:1)
And Rachel was jealous of her sister: She was jealous of her good deeds
and she therefore declared,
“If it wouldn’t be that she was more righteous than I, she would not merit children.” (Rashi)
The verse tells us that Rachel was jealous of her sister. Can we not
assume that jealousy is a ruinous attitude? How do know that she was
only
jealous of her sister’s good deeds?
It may be fairly simple to deduce from the fact that no action of
malice
resulted from her jealousy. She did not respond as Cain did to his
brother’s success. Not a single verse intimates that she butchered her
sister’s Shaitel or called her bad names behind her back or anything
like
that. What happened with that powerful emotion called “jealousy” that
drove one man to kill his brother so early in human history? It’s
obviously not a feeling that can be easily assuaged, once it takes grip
of
a person. What did Rachel do differently than Cain?
The
Sefer Chovos HaLevavos offers powerfully practical advice to avoid
being brought to ruination by the bug of jealousy. One should try to
enter into in the company of people who are materially less well off
and
of people who are spiritually superior. Let’s try to understand. After
visiting a poor neighborhood or a hospital or a nursing home we will
tend
to feel grateful for the youth, health, and wealth that we possess, on
whatever scale. Conversely, after being in the Yeshiva study hall for a
period of time and seeing people with greater facility for learning
making
constant progress in personal growth, one might be inspired to try to
do
even more in that area as well.
Almost eight years ago, a good friend, David, had just gotten his first
few tastes of Talmud in some classes he was hosting in his house. He’s
a
really decent fellow with a strong computer-like logic already
installed
in his bright mind. He naturally enjoyed the intellectual exercise of
learning Talmud. Then it happened. Someone offered him, on a whim, an
extra ticket to the
Siyum HaShas –The completion of the Talmud
accomplished every 7and ½ years based on learning two sides a page
daily-
every day without fail. He went. He scanned the room filled with 15,000
and more in one stadium, aware that another New York arena had about
the
same and there were even more. He asked the fellow he was with, “Did
all
these people learn the whole Talmud?” The answer he got was, “No, but a
significant number probably did!”
That was enough. He left the hall that night determined to latch on
with a
ferocious tenacity to learn that page a day. This summer, 7 and ½ years
later he was happily counted amongst those who completed the Talmud and
now he’s going for a second time. What a difference it has made to him
and
his entire family! From where did the initial jolt come? Dare we say
that
this super accomplishment was borne of jealousy!
Observe how wise the advice of the
Chovos HaLevavos. It counters the
natural tendency of many to shop the world like a mall and observe
lifestyles and things out of reach, leaving us frustrated and filled
with
envy. At the same time the world obsesses with the news of uglier and
uglier behavior. Quietly, this habit anesthetizes our conscience and
gives
us temporarily an artificial sense of spiritual superiority as the
moral
ground around us sinks shockingly lower daily.
Much like the gun lobbyists likes to argue, “It is not guns that kill
but
people.” The instrument of destruction is not the object of blame but
rather how it is employed. Jealousy, if harnessed brings out the best
in
men but left to chance - yields chaos.
